it's been some time since i last updated this blog.. No, it's not dying.. haha :)
i guess i'm quite okay now.. though there's still a tinge of sadness whenever i think about certain memories lost in a phone trade-in last year.. but other than that, i realised that i'm able to smile whenever i am reminded of him. that's the true meaning of love isn't it? if loving someone brings u to tears everytime, then it's a torture to love him. loving someone doesn't mean u hav to keep him by ur side forever, but to let him go.. it's only when he finds happiness will u be happy too... so i've decided to let go. no, i will not erase him n all the memories i hav with him from my mind n heart.. but i will be happy for him as long as he's happy. n when he gets married in the future, i'll be there to wish him happiness. forever. =)