just read hwee's n hui's blog entries.

the things that happened within these few days made me think alot.. i hope i wasn't the cause of your mood swing yesterday, hwee.. alot of memories just flooded my mind since friday.

so many things happened since JC 1..
relationships built n broken..
people drifted apart..

i just feel very sad for some people..

it is usually very hard for people to forget a relationship that easily.. that's my opinion.. after experiencing it myself.. i used to think that BGRs are more valuable than friendships. but friendships, or to put it more exactly, true friendships are much much more valuable n lasting than BGRs.

i just poured out all the troubles i told no one to hui last night.. i felt relieved.. i really had a tough time climbing out of the abyss i had fell so deeply into in JC1.. i often wondered if anyone could ever understand. falling for him was the mistake that i failed to prevent myself from making.. though it brought me happiness, the happiness is so meagre compared to the misery it pushed me into. i realised then, that after two years in JC, the memories that i held dearly to n cherish the most are those with my friends.. my bunch of wonderful friends. i always thought that i would treasure the memories with him the most.. it turned out otherwise. it took me 1 n a half years to let go of everything. painful.. it cost me my academic studies.. terrible price to pay.. sad to say, he probably still has the girl in his mind even till now. haha.. but i still wish him the best in everything he does.