time passes SO quickly...

I still remember that momentary numbness that surrounded my heart when I got my 'A' levels results in March.

That pain that pierced into me when the realisation that I will never make it into a local university with my friends struck me.

The regret that sank in when I thought about the sloppy method of studying I used last year before and during 'A' levels.

The hope I had cradled when I tried applying for NUS, NTU and SMU a few months back..

The hope that had been dashed when I received the three consecutive letters of rejection..

The confidence that is rebuilt when SIM accepted me..

The determination that rose up after the first Academic Excellence sermon preached by Pastor How last weekend...

I will make it this time!!!

I will not allow myself to fail again.

To all my relatives, I'm just a lazy person who cannot do well in anything, much less excel..

My parents are always worried that my laziness will continue till my adulthood..

The old me will, perhaps, continue slacking and heck-caring..

But I'm now a completely changed person.

And trust me, I'm gonna accomplish my dreams and prove myself to all..

It is a difficult path, compared to the slacking one..

But I will press on, and draw my strength from God.


I Will Give My Heart To You
In Everything I Do
Cos You Are The One I'm Living For
I Will Lift My Hands In Praise
Turn You All My Days
Cos You Are The One I'm Living For