got my results le.. wah damn sad loR.. really very bad leh... but luckily got abit of improvement from prelims. but looks like i can't really make it to Uni le.. wanted to go SMU one leh... had some plans beforehand.. but it all went up in smoke. then after feeling extremely sad about my results, i stuffed myself with mac filet burger and fries and coke and a strawberry sundae... after tt i felt very satisfied but then another feeling started to set in.. felt absolutely lost.. dunno wad to do after this, dunno where to go... i dun even noe wad to do after i got home. i was scared my parents will probe about my results further.. but i felt quite tired by the time i reached home so it kinda numbed off anything other feeling.. and i learnt something new.. never ever stop urself from crying when u absolutely need to cry... because it is really uncomfortable. so uncomfortable that u will still burst out crying after sometime.. anyway, no point sitting on this problem of mine laR.. just face it and deal with it. tt's the spirit gurl, go for it! there are other things in life apart from studies.. maybe God doesn't think it is gd for me to go to Uni.. maybe God has something better that He wants me to do? haha well.. if that's the way it's gonna be, just let it be!
