lol.. it's been ages since i actually blogged.



updates? well, i have been back in school about 1 month ago, n nothing really special has happened...



except recently, i've been kinda caught up with watching korean dramas ( influenced by my grandma )... haha.. n 1 particular show really caught my attention.



My Girl, not sure if any of u have actually watched it, is about this poor but intelligent girl who spent her whole lifetime running from place to place, country to country from her father's debtors. That is, until she met this rich but arrogant guy ( young boss of a huge hotel ) by coincidence, or should i say, Fate. The story moves on as the guy's grandpa, being terribly ill, has an unfulfilled wish -- to find his long-lost granddaughter. The guy then had no choice but to get this girl to pose as his granddaughter. What started as a simple white lie then turned into an awful lot of complicated events, with the appearance of the guy's ex-girlfriend and his best friend, who fell for the ''granddaughter''. As a result, as anyone of u can guess, the lead actor and actress both fell in love with each other... (no creativity!) haha.. However, the two then had a huge dilemma of turning the whole family upside down with the truth or to break up. (lotsa tears) But as with all korean drama serials, there is a happy ending, only for the two of them and the family of course..

Guess who i liked most in the show? The rich young boss of the hotel?

NO.

I liked the best friend who sacrificed so much and gave his all for the girl. He was previously a playboy who had uncountable girlfriends in different western countries, until he met her, whom he fell in love at first sight for. He was always willing to help her whenever he could and listen to her pour her woes. If i were the girl, i'll definitely choose him instead of the rich young boss!

LoL. I think i'm far too engrossed in this show le. ^ ^

haha..can't believe i said so much to him...
now i realise that experiences do make u grow mature...so much so that u can even give advice to others of the same fate.


"dun be so persistent, so much so that u would do anything for her she might take u for granted
u know,
it's a blessing to meet someone u love.
when loving someone, it doesn't matter if she loves u back.
what matters most is that she is happy
cuz when she's happy, u're happy...regardless of whether she is with another guy or not
[well, then in this practical society, those who go for it n dun get it will have to find creative ways to attempt suicide isit?]
u know, if due to ur persistence, end up u unhappy, she unhappy, then what's the point?
i'm just trying to tell u to go easy..since she still can't forget that guy, give her time.
if she avoids u, it may mean that to her, u're pushing her to hard
then u shdn't be sad the moment she starts avoiding u"


dun worry my fren, if u see this..
no one will know who i'm talking about..rest assured i'll keep ur secret safe~
hope that u will take gd care of urself and let things go naturally.

We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Ohhhh

Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free

Ohhhh
Runnin’
Climbin’
To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
We’re breaking free
Ohhh , yeah

More than hope
More than faith

This is true
This is fate

And together
We see it comin’

More than you
More than me

Not a want, but a need

Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3
Soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Breaking free

We're runnin’
Ohhhh, climbin’
To get to the place
To be all that we can be

Now’s the time
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
Ohhh, we’re breaking free

Ohhhh

You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

ahhh... raining so heavily!!!

weird leh.. now only july, and its already raining everyday as if it's winter..oops, i mean december...

should i go for the august poa classes?

i really hope to start lessons early..but i would be the only yr 2 in the yr 1 class...

so weird laR..hmmm...so shd i join that class?

called up ikoma lang school to ask about the Jap class today.. but the lady told me the classes are already full.. haiz..

still have to go out to buy lunch later.. but look at the rain! how am i gonna go out later? i'll be drenched even before i step out of the block!

mayb i'll call for mac delivery.. haha~

talked to tazy on msn last wed, n he was listening as i poured out my troubles...he told me not to waste time thinking about all these stuff as it was rather meaningless..

sighz~ if only he knew...

hahax..my hands so busy..need to type n cover my ears at the same time~ the thunder is roaring..n i'm just next to the window....

yesterday i went back to school for the poa workshop! most of u won't be able to imagine how happy i was to go back to sch laR... after working for 1 n a half mths, i just felt that studying was the best. so i was super high yesterday... behaving like a mad woman.. hahA~

Happy Birthday Desmond!
well, i think i've written everything i wanted to say in that card le.. but i guess i still hav lots that i can't really express in words..
anyway, really hope we can be good friends forever!

i think i really screwed up big time at work laR... dunno wad to say le.. but i think those responsibilities are just to heavy for me to bear..mayb i shouldn't hav joined that company in the first place...though i hav benefitted alot from it, it definitely didn't benefit from me! now i can just pray hard that they don't get complained because of me.

hey guys~
guess i've been lost for quite long yaR?
well, i'm on leave today due to being sick... so decided to update my blog since i haven't done so in ages.. since i started work.

work's rather stressful.. got a boss who's not so friendly.. but actually she's quite ok laR... can understand her stress, that's why i'm not so upset with her now.
my colleagues are all super nice to me, especially my bro, who takes very good care of me. also not to forget my ex senior from jj n soon-to-be uni junior, des.. who also helps me alot in many things and situations.. as well as kl n sya, who are my buddies at work! they are all temp staff as well... working here is so much more fun than my previous workplace last year, where the only temp staff is ME. though the workload here is so much heavier and lotsa pple keep calling in to scold us, i feel that i've learnt so much here. though i still wanna whack jx if i see him one day, i would also wanna thank him for recommending me for this job.. cuz i really learn alot from pple here. if i didn't get this job at that time, i would probably not get to know my bro, des, kl, sya n so many other great pple whom i treasure so much. thanks guys, for being such great friends! still wondering if i wanna continue working here until end august, cuz many of them would have left for uni by then.. that would probably depend on whether i am able to do a better job in handling call enquiries in the near future, cuz if i can do it, i guess i will probably stay on to help my boss... think i'll just have to wait and see..

so many things happened lately, went for dinner twice with siya and jason.. as well as a dimsum treat by lemon at her house... bro told me that most probably pp knows that i like him.. but there's nothing i can do wad.. haha... just let it be loR~ but i told bro i decided to let go le... though it's gonna be super difficult, but i guess i'm just too tired to hang on to wad doesn't belong to me. so from now on, my dear friends, do me a favour, dun mention pp or anything that is related to him in front of me yaR? thanks alot...

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too, but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?
What would you say, if I called on you now
Saying that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone... I'll be gone
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can’t be too late, I know I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Just love this song so much. Air supply- all out of love. mayb i chose the wrong song to like, just like i chose the wrong person to love.